It’s almost my birthday again. I never declared it a year of fun, but I tried my best to make it one. I wanted to get out of my comfort zone but ended up getting sucked back into it. So… this next year I will try to build something as a professional. I’m going back towards academics and veering away from poetry and music.

I don’t like the way I look or sound. It’s very difficult for me to talk on camera or in front of people. I fake bravery, a lot! I don’t know any other way?

I turned on the camera today and looked over some speeches with my cat. Originally I was planning to practice the speeches but… chickened out and started loathing how I look. FUN!!!

Tomorrow’s a new day.